sometimes,
you spent too much time envying others,
you lost touch of yourself gradually..
sometimes,
when you lost the one whom you treasure most..
all you want to do is to press on the reset button,
sadly,
there is no reset button in life..
Thursday, September 27, 2007
wa biang i'm so damn jealous of her... well once i decided to "battle" her to badminton sometime soon after PSLE. i dunnno why but i wanted to train and brush up my skills even though i had to admit that i dunno how gd/bad she is and my skills are pretty good (well obviously i'm boasting) but i welcome anyone to battle me.. lol
i mean there's no need for me to be scared is there? i should have faith in myself.. but maybe its becos we had been frens for so long... i became "afraid" of her skills. surprising eh? where is the 天不怕地不怕girl? where is the straightforward girl? where is the girl who just screams her head off when pple made her angry? where is the girl who's so fierce? where is the girl who hate to hurt pple's heart and instead hurt her own heart? where where where? its all the influence of new school... ARGH!!!
i am putting on an act the whole time.. i tried to act like the old girl everyone knew and "liked" (as if) but infact i'm changing... well at least my liking of singing and acting dint change... but for goodness sake, i'm so fat lor *roll eyes* haix... i hate changes................
written at 2:31 AM
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